The last shoot, I was surprised because it felt so good. It was the most comfortable experience I have ever had in my life, and I felt like a new world had opened up to me. But now that I know how good it is... the number of times I want to do naughty things has increased. The number of nights where I have sex alone has increased, and I haven't had the chance to be with someone, so I came here again. When the staff said, "I want you to blame yourself this time," I was half confused and half happy. I get nervous when I think I'm dealing with a professional actor, but since it's a great opportunity, I felt that it would be more comfortable to blame each other. I thought so and did my best, but after all the actor's technique was amazing ... I was at the mercy of the blink of an eye. But I tried to blame the actor's things in my own way, such as holding the actor's things between my breasts and licking them. I thought how disgusting it would be to see his chest shake when he was stabbed in the back while standing. There are many other nasty sounds, and I can't stand my own voice. I felt like I couldn't breathe, and at the end I felt like my head was blank. …It felt great. I feel like I've come to like H more and more.
