I have a boyfriend that I have been dating for about 3 years. Although we haven't said it out loud to each other, we are considering getting married eventually. I think I can do a little filial piety with this. But in that case, he would inevitably take over the Japanese confectionery shop run by my parents. It's been 80 years since the company was founded... Maybe the weight of it is unconsciously preventing him from getting married... Maybe. I'm on good terms with him, of course. But he came here this time because he wanted to experience "playing with fire" at least once before getting married. There are not zero people around me who do not play with fire at all. Partly because he has been serious until now, it may have been a bit of a "admiration". If I decide to get married, I'm sure I won't be able to. That's why I wanted to experience that kind of experience with a 'professional' before that. I want to enjoy secret sex as a woman so that I can feel glad that I came here today.
