I am in love with my boyfriend. He doesn't want to be hated by telling him what sex he really wants...because he loves it. He wants you to shove your dick down his throat, and he wants you to strangle him while you have sex. I want him to treat me like a toy. Of course, my boyfriend feels guilty about being taken down. But I'm attracted to something about "I can't do it". It may be "I want to get drunk on myself doing bad things". It's weird, sorry...
