ordinary everyday. Every day is boring like that. I have a strong libido. To the extent that you could call it lewd. You can't just have sex. I want to get dirty by someone. I want to be ruled by someone I want to feel painful I want to see you in pain. And I want to do something embarrassing I'm happy if it's a bad treatment. Such a delusion swells and dominates everything in me. I want to break my normal everyday life. As a single M woman...
