My beloved husband suddenly fell ill. I was left with a large amount of debt that was made by becoming a guarantor for an acquaintance. There was nothing I could do other than accept my brother-in-law's proposal because I was at a loss. My body is sought every night and immersed in pleasure. The disgust I felt at first gradually faded, and eventually I couldn't even think why I was being embraced by him. That's why I accepted when men called his acquaintances appeared.
